I'm so fragile. You know, every
time I opened my eyes,
only you crossed my mind. In fact,
this morning was the first time you are present in my life. I mean it
was made crazy
by you. I can
not distinguish which one is good for me and which will drop me.
If you know, what you have seen so far is just farce myself. I just want a little free myself from you.
I almost died was
made by you. So many of my suffering I have to endure alone. Even my hands tells the life of suffering.
Earlier,
the first time I've known you,
I'm happy. Until you
finally decided
to go. It
was then that I fell. I
fell into a bottomless pit. I
dreamed and continue to dream of my life before. My life is full of beautiful dreams. A happy
life because of you. But now just a big dream I had to go back to the days like that. I was devastated.
Although you do not know ..
Well .. that's what I always wanted.
I want when I'm devastated,
just devastated me alone, just me
alone. I do not want to bring the people I love down
with me. They
have a right to happiness.
Maybe it's destiny that God has outlined to me. I have received during their happy.
No need
to worry about me, I'll calm down when you are
happy ... Keep
smiling, because if you smile, I'm so happy ...
And then a hero comes along with the strenght to carry on
(Mariah Carey: Hero)
